I am sincerely sorry to hear of the loss of your dear wife Barbara. I know you have many wonderful memories with her and will cherish them dearly in the days to come. Please allow God, the "Father of all tender mercies who comforts us through all our trials" to bring you peace. And meditate on the wonderful resurrection hope that Jesus speaks of at John 11:25 will be an amazing time when we will be able to welcome back all our dear loved ones. I pray these words comfort you.